To clear the conscience of who I am
I break the silence that keeps it all in
Ive given
you everything I wish you knew
I did it for me
I didnt do it for you
I looked her
way with x-ray eyes
And she looked like she was not even there
Preserving the things
that I have kept from you
Didnt give them away when you had asked me to
Youre pointing
at me and how do I reply
I smash your fingers and drag you away
I looked away with X-ray
eyes
And she looked like she was not even there
I cannot deny that I had planned this
I only gave till I was done
Fallen on me this happy ending
I know I was awake and
she was numb
But then she started to leave
Finally started to leave
Then she
looked like she was not even there
