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You.. didn't, care about me
And now this is how it has to be
I was lost, but now
I am free
I'm happy cuz I found a family
[Verse 1]
Whattup Em', it's ya biggest
fan
It's not even necessary to introduce who I am
by now, cuz we're good
friends
Remember the letter I wrote, before Atlanta on Up In Smoke
That's the day I was
gonna cut ya throat
I guess my watch was broke -- cuz by the time I woke
I seen my watch was
twelve hours late and I missed the show
But none the less I'm glad that I finally reached
you
Ever since the accident I've been dying to speak to you
To tell you things have changed,
and I'm a different man
A different level of understanding, I'm a different Stan
Things are
a lot better, I promise I won't harrass you with any letters
Saying shit like "We should be
together"
I may reach and start a group
The industry's full of homosexuals Slim, but I don't
wanna fuck you
I got a new attitude, really, I ain't mad at you
I just wanted you to
recognize I got talent too
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
When I say talented, I don't
mean battle kid
I mean storytellin, kinda like how ya album is
I been attendin counselin and
takin medicine
They did some tests on me at NIH in Maryland
They showed me techniques to
help me pressure
whenever I remember that crazy night when I was being reckless
Drivin with
a deathwish, on the bridge and I crashed into a Lexus
Right before I finished that last
sentence
I was listenin to Xzibit's album "Restless"
The next thing I knew I was under water
and breathless
I was unconscious for a second, literally dying to go to heaven
till some
fellas came and pulled me from the wreckage
They started CPR, then th |
